Friday, October 21, 2005

UMM...SO...Yeah

So I realize today is my cousins birthday, and I understand that my birthday was six weeks ago yet today it really hit me, we are all getting older and there really isn't a whole lot we can do about it. It is strange to think that there are now 2 of us in our 20s within this whole messed up family. It is a miracle that we lived this long if I may say myself.

I love my cousin and I may not get to tell her this but Happy Birthday and I love you.

Life has been good but who knew that they put 4 am every morning. I will admit that I am looking forward to getting to sleep in again till all of 6 am but it will be wonderful. I am sure I will have more to day later have a great day and happy bday cuz.

Friday, October 14, 2005

All I Can Say

All I can say right now is sigh.

Work has been killing me but that is okay because I need the money and I know that sooner or later I will be able to move out and move on and it will be wonderful.

Kyle still has my car, I am still unhappy about it, yet aside from my Grandma Bales no one seems to care that this is such an issue. I feel like I have been made a second class citizen in my own home, or at least the place that I am supposed to call home for now.

dating has been good. I have started seeing a nice guy and see some sparks but we are early on and as I have had to learn the hard way sometimes things change and that stinks.

School is going well only 10 months to graduation for me. After this I am done, at least for a while because I need the break more than I even think I realized until recently.

At work today I was reminded that the holiday's are right around the corner, which means many things to many people but for me it isn't all joyous. My crazy family will get together, we will get on each others nerves, my cousin and I will vent to each other about how crazy they really are. Some things never change I suppose.

Well for now that is all.