Monday, December 26, 2005

Christmas has Passed

Christmas has come and gone and now I sit with just a few minutes to reflect on the over all holiday. Chirstmas for my family has become a way to buy love. It is not about Jesus although they will all say that it is.

Thursday, December 15, 2005

Okay so here I am again. Christmas time is quickly approaching and the stress that comes with it approaches as well. I rush around for no reason for other customers. I know that our company is in trouble and then I get yelled out by customers who feel like it is my fault personally and then I have to say I'm sorry and walk away with a smile. Sorry just a short rant.

Sunday, December 04, 2005

Okay so its been a while

So it has been a month tomorrow since I last was able to sit down and type so let me cover some of the big events of the last month.

1. Thanksgiving spaghetti, yes you read that right, with my grandma and grandpa Wright, just so they could say that we got together for Thanksgiving even though they didn't want to have a big meal with all the work. Where as with any other family function it was time to discuss things that were completely inappropriate at the dinner table, but hey some things never change.

2. Thanksgiving with the Bales family, as always a whole lot of fun. It is amazing how much better I seem to get along with that side of the family.

3. My roommate and best friend Bethaney got a job in Indy and if I were to guess has moved there this very night. I am so excited for her and this opportunity that she has, but at the same time I miss her so much and wish she could be even closer than she is. It is amazing how much I didn't realize I loved her till she wasn't around every day. It was nearly 2 years ago I moved off campus and came home, some times it amazes me how long that time has really been in so many ways it seems just like yesterday.

4. My company has gone up for sale and there are offers on the table. I may loose my job of 7 years or I could be working for someone completely different, no one really knows what is about to happen and that I think is the worst part for me. The whole not knowing thing. I was thinking I would be able to wait around till I got my Masters Degree in August to get out of the company but it has become more and more apparent that I should really start looking a bit sooner, Like now.

5. I still love him. I saw him and I still love him, but I don't think that I am any longer in Love with him and this will enable me to move on with Rob now and see what the future really holds.

Over all an eventful month but I am sure that as time goes on, especially with the whole job thing, there will be more news, I will try to update more, have a great night everyone.