Merry Chistmas

I may get to post tomorrow but I am not sure therefore I want to take this time to with anyone who still reads this a Merry Christmas.

Christmas time comes with a lot of drama that isn't necessary. Christmas is about Christs birth and nothing more. Of course it is nice to take the time to see family and connect with friends but at the same time there is so much about the holidays that is over rated. I can tell you that I did not purchase a single gift for anyone and in some ways makes me feel better because then I don't have to worry about being fair or if I forgot someone. I got no one anything.

I didn't get gifts because right now there is a point where I must pay my bills first and worry about gifts second. I am doing great though really. It isn't bad and I am starting to slowly but surely enjoy parts of my job. I would rather be in Fort Wayne but since this doesn't appear to be happening for me right at this moment I will be fine and I will get there sooner or later. The hardest part of this job is not being able to see Rob as much as I would like but that is another issue that will slowly buy surly resolve itself.

Anyway....MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE...THE NEW YEAR IS AROUND THE CORNER

The Time Has Come

The time has come to acknowledge the fact that I didn't know nearly as much as I would like to think that I did...You know the moment when you realize that your nearly $50,000 in student loans seem to be in vain and you don't have a good job...I have a great boyfriend but a great job I don't have...

So anyway I've been working on not being to judgemental or quick to push people away and this has proven much more difficult than I thought it would be. I will write more later.