Thursday, August 12, 2010

Passing Time

So this year has not gone like I had hoped so far. I know it is only August but it is in fact August, which in and of itself presents some problems. I have found myself second guessing and wondering what in the HELL the plan is. I know God has a plan for me but maybe just a little hint wouldn't hurt?

There doesn't seem to be a end to this ride that I am on. 2 year and 8 months ago I was laid off from my RV factory where I loved the people and even on its bad days I would still be there today if things had worked out differently there. I temped and worked when I could/where I could for over a year, then took at job at Masterson Chiropractic, then last October my worst nightmare came true and I was once again laid off, because I was the newest member of the staff. Now I temp when I can, yet I wait to see if there is a job out there for me.

My relationship has hit a place that I am not liking where we are forced to question if we are going to be able to make it. He as also lost his job and paying the bills is nearly impossible to do. I do not get over political on here because I know there a lot of people who don't agree with me, although I am open for debate, but my unemployment has run out and I am staring at a stack of bills that just don't seem to be paying themselves. We are taking it one day at a time but it is very one day at a time and as of this moment I don't know where we are at. **sigh**

Family has been full of events too. For the few of you who don't know I live with my grandparents to help when I can with house work and dealing with daily doctors appointments for my grandfather. He has spent several days in the hospital this year because of heart related issues. Currently we are waiting on a consultation for a new heart valve because he has one that leaks. he actually has 2 that leak but the doctors seem to think that if they fix the one that is leaking the most the other one will take care of itself. It will be two weeks before we know for sure what all is going on there and the doctor can read all of the lab results.

Yesterday Grandma and I made the mistake of going to the animal shelter to "look" at puppies and one seems to have come home with us, Abby. She is super cute and clearly grandma's dog. If you know the drama Princess has caused this is a really good thing. Right now Abby is in bed with grandma because it is past her bed time and they are both sleeping. I will post a picture of your new pet family soon. Princess is having some issues because she has been an only pet child for a very long time so this will be a challenge for her.

So that pretty much sums up what is going on here. I will write a more coherent post later but this was just a highlight reel.

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