It is amazing to me even though I have lived here my whole life how hot it can get in a matter of hours when just a few days ago all it would do is rain, rain, rain, rain, rain, oh did I mention that it did rain here for ten days straight and it was miserable.
School is rough right now, however, I am also very excited that it will be over soon, sooner than I thought it would be in many ways, but not soon enough in so many more. I know I have done a whole lot of whining about school and all of the work that goes into it, but it has been fun and I am a better person in spite of it all. I only have six weeks left then it is off to find a job.
On the job front nothing so far but I am still optimistic that sooner or later there will be something out there for me. I am finally starting to get some stuff paid off slowly but surely and soon I will be done one more credit card and from there it will all start to pay off in pieces. I will own my computer in a week, which is one less payment I have to make and I kind of have some goals for financial freedom set up at least in theory.
My mom and I still fight over stupid stuff but it is okay I guess if she wants to believe what is going on around here is okay then I guess I have no choice but to let her do so. I know that it is just the way she wants to be.
Tuesday, May 30, 2006
Thursday, May 11, 2006
Okay So Here I Go Babbling
We will break this down by topic but it will be babbling then if you don't have time I would suggest you read the next blog.
Work
Work has been rough to say the least. They have started firing everyone and by that I mean everyone. There have been 12 people let go and I don't think they are done yet. I don't know what is going to happen over the next few days but I don't really care anymore. Tonight at midnight there will be no more Marsh as I know it. The contract of sale will be official. I do not know what the future holds in the job market for me but it will be okay and if I keep saying it over and over again then it must be true right?
School
Graduation day July 27 2006, Graduation Party August 19 2006, completion of school one of the most joyous moments of my life. I only have 10 weeks left of school and I will be done forever or at least for now. I have been working so hard for this day and here I come up to it and now I don't know what it will be like to not have to worry about homework assignments and don't worry about readings and all the crap that goes into being in school. I know that there are so many things to do in 'real' life but still here I sit knowing that it will great and at this point a break.
Love Life
My love life has a whole lot of drama but it will be okay. I have been with a guy for nearly 18 months and now I want out so I started that process today by talking to him about how I feeling and why I am seriously questioning our relationship. It isn't that I don't trust him or anything of the sort. I think he is great I like his kids but at the same time I either need him to commit or get out. I don't care which (okay yes I do) but whatever the choice I will understand and will stand by it. I am sure that it will hurt and I am will cry a lot if he decided that I am not what the future for him holds.
Friends
I hope you are all good out there I am horrible friend I am not keeping in touch with any of you. I will write soon.
Everyone have a good evening I will write later.
Work
Work has been rough to say the least. They have started firing everyone and by that I mean everyone. There have been 12 people let go and I don't think they are done yet. I don't know what is going to happen over the next few days but I don't really care anymore. Tonight at midnight there will be no more Marsh as I know it. The contract of sale will be official. I do not know what the future holds in the job market for me but it will be okay and if I keep saying it over and over again then it must be true right?
School
Graduation day July 27 2006, Graduation Party August 19 2006, completion of school one of the most joyous moments of my life. I only have 10 weeks left of school and I will be done forever or at least for now. I have been working so hard for this day and here I come up to it and now I don't know what it will be like to not have to worry about homework assignments and don't worry about readings and all the crap that goes into being in school. I know that there are so many things to do in 'real' life but still here I sit knowing that it will great and at this point a break.
Love Life
My love life has a whole lot of drama but it will be okay. I have been with a guy for nearly 18 months and now I want out so I started that process today by talking to him about how I feeling and why I am seriously questioning our relationship. It isn't that I don't trust him or anything of the sort. I think he is great I like his kids but at the same time I either need him to commit or get out. I don't care which (okay yes I do) but whatever the choice I will understand and will stand by it. I am sure that it will hurt and I am will cry a lot if he decided that I am not what the future for him holds.
Friends
I hope you are all good out there I am horrible friend I am not keeping in touch with any of you. I will write soon.
Everyone have a good evening I will write later.
Subscribe to:
Posts (Atom)
