Okay So Here I Go Babbling

We will break this down by topic but it will be babbling then if you don't have time I would suggest you read the next blog.

Work

Work has been rough to say the least. They have started firing everyone and by that I mean everyone. There have been 12 people let go and I don't think they are done yet. I don't know what is going to happen over the next few days but I don't really care anymore. Tonight at midnight there will be no more Marsh as I know it. The contract of sale will be official. I do not know what the future holds in the job market for me but it will be okay and if I keep saying it over and over again then it must be true right?

School

Graduation day July 27 2006, Graduation Party August 19 2006, completion of school one of the most joyous moments of my life. I only have 10 weeks left of school and I will be done forever or at least for now. I have been working so hard for this day and here I come up to it and now I don't know what it will be like to not have to worry about homework assignments and don't worry about readings and all the crap that goes into being in school. I know that there are so many things to do in 'real' life but still here I sit knowing that it will great and at this point a break.

Love Life

My love life has a whole lot of drama but it will be okay. I have been with a guy for nearly 18 months and now I want out so I started that process today by talking to him about how I feeling and why I am seriously questioning our relationship. It isn't that I don't trust him or anything of the sort. I think he is great I like his kids but at the same time I either need him to commit or get out. I don't care which (okay yes I do) but whatever the choice I will understand and will stand by it. I am sure that it will hurt and I am will cry a lot if he decided that I am not what the future for him holds.

Friends

I hope you are all good out there I am horrible friend I am not keeping in touch with any of you. I will write soon.

Everyone have a good evening I will write later.