Tuesday, October 05, 2004

Deep Inside

Every so often in your life you are forced to look as deep as you can to see if who you have become is in fact who you want to be and as I have discussed it with several people the answer is all to often NO! Not quite what I was expecting when I was talking with a friend today.

There were several moments of silance as I talked through some of the rather stupid things I have done over the past few months and how I am sure that I have lost my best friend forever. Elaina moved away and I never told her how much she really ment to me. My whole world is changing and I am nothing but a passenger in my own life...figure that our I always thought I would be the driver.

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